"If I wrote a book about where we stand then the title of my book would be “life with superman” that how you make me feel. I count you as a privilege. This love is so ideal. I’m honored to be in it. I know you feel the same. You show it everyday. In everything you do and everything you say. If I tried to count the ways you make me smile I’d run out of fingers before I run out of time. All the sweet things you do would keep the list going. You make me want to try my best best to keep us going. To give you what you want and need. Give you my whole heart, not just a little piece. More than just a wish I’m taking every dream. Not just a part iof me I’m talking my entire self. If there’s options, I don’t want them. They are not worth my time. If its not you, oh no thank you. If rather be with you. I like us just fine. You are the one and I’d rather be with you."
"Have you ever had a moment where you feel like everything is just right in the world, time stops and the stars are aligned? It was the first time in a long time I could feel peace in my heart."
SF in a bouncy ball frenzy
"I know my tragedy is small in comparison to the worlds heartbreaks everyday. I lost my mother too soon. Even after this childish need for mothering passes. My curiosity remains the same. How had my mom handled this situation, overcome the obstacle, made peace with betrayal and disappointment? It’s not just her advice that I wish for I want to know what she thought at key moments in her life and also what she would say when giving me advice through her life’s wisdom. What did she wish she had done? What would have seemed important to her now that seemed unimportant at the time? I wanted to see the underpinning of her life, the joists, frame, foundation, and how it was all put together."